Rick's Personal Blog
2002-07-18 - 5:23 p.m.
Sunday night I slept like a baby. In fact, every night since then I have slept without the use of drugs, besides the Paxil. For the first few days I was feeling a bit strange from the drug, but now I’ve been getting acclimated to it, and hardly notice it all. The best way to describe it is like having an extra layer of skin. Simply put, nothing really seems to bother me much anymore. It’s a lot easier to brush things off.
Don’t get me wrong, I was plenty pissed about that bogus call at the ball game on Thursday. But that was something major. It’s the little things that used to eat at me that don’t get to me anymore.
No impotence. I sweat a lot. I have a lot of energy, but it is a strange kind of energy, it’s like I feel calmly anxious; if there is such a thing.
This weekend is the MS-150. I’ve not trained for it like I did last year, mostly because I have not been in the best of health. Being tired all of the time does not help you get to your workouts. I’ve been riding, but I haven’t gotten any long rides in all season.
Another thing the Paxil does, it takes a lot of the passion out of things, or at least it does right now. It’s hard to get motivated or excited about anything.
Later,
Rick
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